Increasing the amount of love in the universe
I believe love and language (the basis of reality) are cornerstones of existence. Increasing love in the universe makes the universe grow.
I withhold myself from love such as starting a family or going to church when I don't want to.
I haven't worked out why I don't want to. I don't think it is necessarily fear, it's just it's a lot of work and I don't want that work. This isn't very loving for the spirits in heaven that want me as a father. Caring for another being even a plant is hard.
I don't want to go to church because there are people to love and it's kind of a chore. It's pride or ego to think I know more than them. I am sure synchronicities would make it beneficial to go. But I still don't want to go.
Very similar category.
鏈接主題 (link) 的靈感來自 this 視頻。它談到了同樣的問題，所以你可能想反思一下。
The linked topic (link) has been inspired by this video. It talks about the same kind of problem, so you might want to reflect on it.